When my two fishes are going in opposite directions it’s hard to stick to my decision.
Indecisiveness has become my stigma. If I must take a decision: which way to go? If I did take a decision: was it the best? If I talked: did I say the right words? If I didn’t talk: why didn’t I say anything? If I chose something: did I make the right choice? And so on, my entire life is an argument. The debate runs with the same pathos, either for insignificant or major matters.
I really wonder whether all the Pisces go through the same as I do!! May be they do, and we can share our experiences and learn from them. And maybe it can offer an emotional succor to all of us. Who Knows!!
My indecisiveness irritates people who are close to me. But more than that, I am pissed off with myself due to this typical Pisces character. Hmmm!! Everybody has two facets of their life- a positive one and a negative one. In my case, I guess the negative facet overwhelms, most of the time. Today, I am this amazing girl brimming with positive energy and ready to conquer the world. And tomorrow, I am this dull, depressing and disappointing girl who thinks nothing's gonna work out. And I’m left in this CONFUSED STATE OF MIND for quite some time.
It takes a lot of hard work for me and for the one who is the closest to me to pull me out from this state. And I'm thankful that I have an amazing husband who always try to instill some sense in me and says 'I am here with you in all your decisions.' Hopes everybody has someone or other who will give them the required jolt once in a while! ;-)
